My march faery oracle:
Here is a little summary of what the book says about the card:
"This beautiful being is halv-human, half-fae, and is rediscovering herself. This threshold will see her walk into another land, but she will still be able to walk in her own. See the light pouring through this humble doorway is enLIGHTenment. Meaning, more knowledge, understanding and the ability to communitcate. She is peering through this doorway, through which light can shine into the darkening world of humans. She is ready to step through, to allow her imagination's wisdom to lead her into new realms, and to accept the mystery of faery communication. Faeries circle about her now, rejoicing at this breakthrough, and she is breaking through her own fears."
I have a big problem with procrastination. It's not limited to only a few aspects of my life, it's a serious problem that has become a lifestyle and I am currently working to change my destructive habits.
I have tons of projects, but I find it very hard to begin somewhere. I don't know how to start, and I am scared that I'll fail, so I end up not starting at all and then fail is inevitable. And if I do start something, it's hard to finish for the same reasons. It has become a very vicious cycle, and I seek comfort in something that gives me a temporary reward (with no outcome...) instead.
I've realised I am quite addicted to facebook, social medias and internet in general, and I need to limit myself to regain the control. Therefore I am having a 'vacation' from facebook this month.
I could say that facebook stops me from being creative and doing what I really want, but it is entirely up to me, I am stopping myself. Now I am trying to stop myself from stopping myself, hihi.
I believe that one of the reasons why I find it so stimulating to sit on facebook is that I am a mix between an extrovert and an introvert. I really enjoy and thrive in the company of others, but I also enjoy being alone. Facebook is a great way of combining the two, because I can be alone and social at the same time. Facebook is a wonderful tool, but all tools should be handled properly to be effective.
I think I am already making progress :) Not being able to connect to facebook forces me to do something else, and forces me to do the things I want to, and should do. One of those thins is getting a job!
Hope you all can wish me luck this month - both with staying off facebook, starting (and finishing some of) my projects, and getting a job!
Thank you! :)
~ Love and light ~